This world we live in is crazy sick fast. Between our day jobs, our acting and writing job quest, our twitter, our Facebook, our friends, our family, our pets, our doctor appointments, our social functions, and all the other wacky commitments that comprise this life we live, how do we find the time to create? When do we find the time to create that personal show, play, or one actor event that we have been meaning to create for years?
Leverage. You need to get leverage on yourself.
Years ago, I had stopped doing theatre. I had had a bad experience with a play that I had produced. Egos, drama, just plain silliness - you know the drill. And the play was a deeply personal show, and all the producing madness ruined the show and my appreciation of theatre. I was bummed. Depressed. Mad. Sick. Miserable. So I decided to quit theatre 100% and just be a Personal Trainer and fitness instructor.
So I did just that. I developed my fitness business in Westchester and I had a grand old time…. but something was missing. There was this hole in me, an emptiness.
I was in total denial of what was going on.
The truth of the matter is, I am an artist. It is in my bones. It is who I am, and creating to me is the most exhilarating experience in life. But I pushed it all away because of PAIN. The pain of producing my last play. And I created a global belief that acting and writing plays was NOT my destiny.
In 1996, I had the opportunity to run the NYC marathon. I committed to run it with a client. 6 weeks before the race, I injured my left knee doing a long run. I layed off for a couple of days, but still my knee would not get better. I had made a commitment to run the race with a client, and I have this weird thing that if I make a commitment I really make a commitment. So I went into physical therapy and struggled to get better. There was no way I could run, but I was able to run backwards! So for 6 weeks, I did physical therapy, deep water running, and I ran backwards through the back streets of Westchester county. I actually was able to run a 10 minute mile BACKWARDS! I was determined to keep my commitment to my client.
The day of the marathon was the first time I ran forwards in 6 weeks, and I actually completed the 26.2 mile journey. (The story was retold in my play ZEN AND THE ART OF MARATHON RUNNING.) Completing the race, blew away my belief system about what was possible. I knew then I was in denial about what I needed to do. I needed to act. To write. To direct. To create plays.
So with just an idea for a play, I booked a theatre. 3 months later, I put the play up and it was a great success. So I booked another theatre with just the germ of an idea for a play, and 3 months later, Voila - there I had created another play.
Booking the theatre was the leverage I needed to create in the context of my crazy life.
It was a deadline. A substantial deadline for I had to put up a play or simply lose money. And it worked. So I did it again and again, and then started a theatre company.
14 years later, I, with the help of Jen here at Manhattan Rep, have produced over 600 plays, many of my own works and I have had a blast. Yes, I still have a day job, but gosh darnit, I am so happy to be able to create and to help others create here at Manhattan Rep.
So do you have a play, the germ of an idea? Start writing! Complete the first draft and submit it to one of our Festivals (Winterfest 2011 deadline is Nov. 23.) Let me know if it is a first draft and let me know that you are passionate about telling and putting up your story. We love first time producers at Manhattan Rep - because I love to help creative artists bust through their belief systems about what is possible. And when they see their completed play, alive on stage, PLAYS BECOME POSSIBLE and a whole new world manifests.
Yes, sometimes it feels like you are running a marathon when you are producing a new work. It is challenging, crazy …. and fun. And when you get to the finish line, so rewarding.
Feel free to write me at manhattanrep@yahoo.com about producing your first show here in one of our festivals.
I would love to be your coach.
With best regards,
Ken Wolf
Artistic Director
Manhattan Repertory Theatre